is it my problem?

same thing is happnin over and over since i was young
maybe i didn learn anythin from wat had happened
or maybe its my personality problem

but….why

seems like noone can help me out from darkness i have in my own.
so maybe its juz my own problem….maybe

Yesterday ~ past ~

I was recalling my past last night….
since i was born, until yesterday…
everything is past, kept as my precious memories,
felt like everythin has happend just day before….

Yesterday is past, and it always exist,
Today is now,
What if there is no tmorrow?

plan to go visit u =)

got extra money now =)

can plan to go visit u =)

when got some aim to achieve, please focus on it

myself

i hate myself…

i cannot control myself when i am in bad mood,
i cannot do shit when i am down,
I am so bad to others i feel like shit…..

need to learn how not to be emotional

cheer up and jia you

i muz cheer up and jia you myself

加油！！！！頑張って！

good luck to everyone too

 

P.S. my toshiba is sent for repair….they said might take longer than usual…and might need to delete all the data on my harddisk…..gg

my toshiba GG….

my new toshiba has gg-fied….

i dunno wat happened to my dear toshiba,
so sad….

why all these bad things happen at the same time these days???

What I hate the most about “them”…

I fuckin hate all of their nature, character and shit……
stop fuckin have 2 sided character!!!!!
thats the fuckin main reason i dun like jap girls and i cannot get along with them….

when can I have the one? or will I ever have the one? 

fucked up life

this is damn fucked up
i hate it
i hate everythin here
i hate everone here
i wanna go back and straight away see you…..
i miss you so much…..

life here sucks  like shit
ppl here suck like shit
i really miss the life in melb
i dun wanna stay here anymore
i wanna go back…..
i wanna go back…..
really wanna go back…..
no life here, no one here, no fun here, nothin is here
everything i need is  not here but somewhere else…..

fuck it
i juz need to wait for while more …… ARGH FUCK
really i am pissed off with the way the things goin here…..
i am damn drunk but still i am consious enogh to state this shit…..

wat have I done here?
nothin really important, nothin really worthwhile to me, nothin i like, ppl here is really against me,
Ppl here is really fucked up…

i am at friends house, takin care of ppl who are drunk, and i really hate everthin here.
i miss te partin with ppl i like, i miss pariyin with ppl hwo i love, haiz……

FUCKIN EMO LA  
YOU ALL MOFOS FUCKIN GO TO THE HELL!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER EVER HELP U ALL NOR GO OUT MOFOS!!!!

JUZ GIMME A FUCKIN PEACEFUL LIFE WITH THE THINGS I WAN AND SOMEONE I NEED!!!!!!! 

ショオオオオオオオック！！！！！！

DSTTをDS本体に差し込んだら抜けなくなった・・・・

どうしたらいいんだ！！！！！！！！！！！

絶望。。。