thank you so much =)

thank you so much for your msg…i really appriciated and feel better now =)
i take ur words, i try my best, and i will be better

…

i dunno why i am  so pissed off
i dunno why i feel so angry
i dunno why i feel so sad
i dunno why i feel so dissapointed
i dunno why i feel so depressed
i dunno why i feel so messed up

friday night

since when its like this?
its friday night…..

so long never had “fun” that i had before…..

friday night stay home talk emo and feel emo…is it our life after we all separated?

well for me it is….and i know its not for u all….

what i only like to do now is…sleep at home and drink.

other day i had dream about losin my arm by accident.
that was maybe cuz i saw the show which were about childeren who suffers from war and terro and stuff….
see them suffer losin arms, legs, and so on….
i am losin somethin more important….maybe its better for me to lose one arm instead, pain might be able to cure my scar.

pain pain pain….
bleedin will stop eventually, but scar will be left.
the scar in my heart will never be disappeared….

“wish I can teleport”

YATTTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AMERICA NI KITAZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

wish i can shout like that….

if i wan one “skill” now, then i definitely choose “teleportation”.
why?
you should know why

fever

been sick for a few days ady…
didn go for work yesterday and today

hope get well soon, tmr muz go work ady

i need someone to “take care” of me

what i am wonderin about

wat is friendship?
is it easy to be gone?
does distance matter?
or am i expecting too much?

i am lost

under stress and depression

work sucks
i ve been kept in the cage and i cant do anything, there is no aim, they leave me alone, no task, no work, no plan, yet i cant complain at all…..

wtf do they want?
i feel i am wasting my time and this isnt gonna work….

these days, keep havin headache, high fever and now i feel damn fuckin sick.
there is nothin i can enjoy, cant think of any good way to destress.

life sucks

thanx for the cardssss ~~~

thanx for the birthday cardsss!!!
i am so touched =)

i hope i can visit u all any time soon!!!

I am savin up my money…..to do so, i have to….
1) eat less
2) drink less
3) work harder

jia you for CMG production!!!!!
P.S. really thanx for the msg..yuen, jin, chi, chand, nat, yh, sean, jack w, jack h, david liu, sissy. sammi, kelly…and sharon!

thanx for all the wishes =)

happyyyyyyyyy birthdayyyyyyyy    (to myself)

turned 23 ady….so old.

thought was gonna be juz another ordinary day…had to work, go home had dinner by myself, and had cake with my mom and bro.

but…it was special enough that..you all called me and i was really happy and touched =)

thanx for callin me keith, jie yi, sharon, yuen, jin, chi, nat, yihui, chand, and keatmei.

i miss you all so much….wish could have partied with u all…

well i will really try hard to beg for leave and come visit u all!
also thanx for all the wishes on fb, msn, and emails =)
I love you all~~~

UWC re-union!

weeee its been 4 years since i ve graduated from United World College of Southeast Asia!
and last night, many graduate from my high shcool met in Shibuya.

I haven met most of them since I ve graduated….though got talk to them on MSN.
they all didn change much even after 4 years of time.
so happy to see them again!
some are workin already like me, some are graduatin next year, some are studyin in U.S and back in Japan for holiday, some came from far place.

Thanx Jin for organizin this party.
and i am happy to see you all, Jin, Jun, Yuta, Ayumi, Maria, Yumi, Chie, Yuki and Akira.

hope we all can meet again this winter or somethin!