stuck in the train

stuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
GG

on the way back from work, i change train at akihabara….
then its only 5 stops away from akihabara to my house
the train was fully packed as usual
after 1 stop, train suddenly stop, ppl fell down like domino
then announcment said “there was person who walked into railway and alarm was detected. till the saftey is assured, plz be patient and wait”

wtf…then stuck in the train for freakin half an hour!!!
it was fuckin packed, so hard to breathe, i was squeezed, my body fuckin pain

WHO THE FUCK WAS THE PERSON WHO WALKED INTO RAILWAY???
he muz either tried to suicide, or was drunk…….mofo

evacuation training

ALARM
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

“attention plz, attention plz, there was an earthquake, and the fire was detected from 7th floor kitchen. Plz line up and follow the instructor and evacuate from the buildin immediately.”

I was workin on the 6th floor, had to wait for 15th to 7th floor ppl to go down first while cuein up in line.
walk down the stairs, go to the evacuation place, then juz walk around the buildin, eventually juz take stairs to go back….

took like an hour to do this, wats the point?
if there were really earthquake or fire, confirm we were dead

why do ppl lie?
Is it to laugh others when they find out the truth?
Is it to make them feel dissapointed and depressed?

I was so stupid that I ve even thought that just looking at the one make me feel happy….

its gettin cold here
i dun like cold, i like u to be hot
i need ur hug to warm me up
of cuz not only to warm me up physically,
but mentally as well..as in cheer me up

soon its gonna be over..wait and see

she doesn like raw onion and tonkotsu (pork bone) ramen

ハタチになったからって、やりたいことなんかなかった。みんなが言うほど、何かが変わりそうもなかった。
ただ、自分の魂（ＳＯＵＬ）が見てみたくなった。それは驚くほど刺激的で（ＳＡＤＩＳＴＩＣ）、以外なくらい真っすぐで（ＳＴＲＡＩＧＨＴ）、もしかしたら秘密（ＳＥＣＲＥＴ）にしてにきゃいけない部分だったのかもしれない・・・・・・
- 堀北真希 -

everyday, time juz pass by
every second, every min,
it takes somethin away from me, bit by bit
my heart is gettin empty
my brain is gettin empty
it also takes me away from others

i am left here alone, nobody cares

“S”

I bought “S” today…

S stands for “Soul”, “Sadistic”, “Straight” and “Secret”….

now I can dream nicely foeva…

cant stop

there is nothin any better to do, i cant stop

dream again

woke up at 5 in the morning due to the cold weather and rain,
i tried to sleep again and a min later, went into another world

there was Miss X right next to me, dunno where we were though, we were headin to station, wearing suit and dress…guess it was after a formal party. then, at the station, while waitin for the train, she whispered to me “hey, do you believe in me? can u close ur eyes for a moment?” I said ok, and i closed my eyes, i was expecting “kiss”, and….but when i realize, i was in the classroom, wearin secondary school uniform. I was very confused and thinkin wat to do…then, teacher shouted out my name, i looked up….then, my idol was there.  I went up to her and asked her for autograph and date…when she hold my hand, suddenly change the scene to melbourne….it was at fed square. I was on the stage, and performin japanese dance with Miss X and Miss Y. then, suddenly Miss Z came up to the stage, and slap me. then, they started sayin somethin…i didn understand at all….my ear was stuck, gettin blinded….and next moment, i was in bed, there was girl right next to me…she was ….then….i was about to ask something….

because of this, i woke up 1 hr late, and late for work.