Company Trip

I went to Kinugawa Hotspring for company trip from 28th till 29th Nov.

It was meant to be “rest, relax and get to know each other well” in the trip…in the end, turned to be “WELL DRINK AND GET FUCKED UP” as we expected.

we met up at 9am at company, then took bus to ceramics place. There, we did ceramics, made somethin u wanna make…i made dishes, cups and somethin unknown….supposed to be like a pot, but

turned out to be a “head off cup”. From the things we made, we could choose one and they gonna finish burnin it to real one, then send to company later. I chose one big dish, which i think the best of all i made.

then, we head to the hotel, which was quite big and nice~
they had 5 hotsprings includin outside one on top of building.
before the dinner party, i went to hotspring and relaxed.

then at the dinner party, we had huge nice meal and loads of drinks, then had a little game and stuff.
it was very nice and enjoyin, and since i was the youngest in the company, i had to distribute drinks to everyone, pour for everyone, and went around to say hi to elder ppl. (its jap custom i think)

then after dinner party, we had drink again, and played mahjong whole night….

next morning, at 6 am, i went to hotspring again.
then had breakfast at 7am, then went to 龍王峡.

the scene there was very nice~

:waterfall there

then after that, we went to visit someplace for lunch, then head back to comapny.
on the way back, i was freakin tired so slept all the way.

shoppinggg

went to Harajuku(原宿)for shoppin today!
its been damn cold here….so had to buy winter jacket
I so wanted to go to H&M(swedish brand which is damn cheap and very cool) but..there was a freakin long cue…cuein up for like 300m…..i was like..fine, nvm next time.
so i went to GAP and bought this jacket, cost 17600yen, very cool and warm =)

i wanted to buy other stuff too, but i should wait for my wallet (my mom) to come back and go with me.

its so nice that i can stare at ur smile everymorning before i go work and one the way back from work~

i am waiting~~~

~ 1 litre of tears ~

i dunno why, but i suddenly thought about “life”.
maybe i kept dreamin somethin? i dunno

well, this word had reminded me of my one of the favorite drama, “1 litre of tears”.
so i was watchin the whole drama since 2 days ago.

the drama is really deep…it made me think about life so much….
“what am i living for?”
“what can i do for others in my life?” etc
and the story is very sad…i kept cryin while watchin drama

how hard is it to accept the reality that she had neuro disease that would never cure?
she gotta face it after she was 15 for rest of her life
she started not be able to walk properly, cannot talk properly…..
and had to gave up so many things in her life….basketball, love, school, friendship…..
only thing it was left for her was…to write the diary….even though her hand hardly couldn move…
however, she tried her best to cope and face with the disease, tried to smile and be happy all the time, and she didn give up….

can you be that strong when u r in that situation?
can i be that strong when i am in that situation?

i was thinkin about all those things with a litre of tears….deeply

good luck for exams and final presentations!
jia you~ ganbatte!

what i ve been up to lately….

i ve realized that i haven been updatin my blog for like a week, so lets update here

i ve been busy at work….from nov 1st, 3 new ppl came (they are much older than me, like all around 45)
then, me and other collegue who is same age as me, were assigned to teach the new comers, and we were told that after 3 days of teachin, we all were gonna have test….
it was really weird to teach…..one was cuz we ve only learnt 1 month so far and now gotta teach new ppl…and other thing was that new comers are like double age of mine….
anyway, so we were teachin them wat we ve learnt so far, and we had test on the 3rd day…..i was tested about the presentation skill, it didn go well…and i got scolded.  haiz….i gotta practice more….
i realized that MY JAPANESE IS STILL QUITE BAD. and also recently feels that MY ENGLISH IS GETTIN EVEN WORSE. this means….THERE IS NO PROPER LANGUAGE I CAN USE => GG

P.S. mama is back from bangkok, she cooks nice food, its very good =)