when the darkness has fallen,
it covers up my mind and thought

i think its bad, but i start feelin the life here is not as entertainin as used to be

word of the day: dao

one face and another,
fuck that shit

LOL hardgay in Maki drama

thoughts….

sometimes, i think lies and excuses are good, in the way.

sometimes, i feel i need to know the pain in order not to hurt others.

sometimes, i see the darkness in ur eyes.

sometimes, i hear their second thoughts.

sometimes, i smell the danger and future outcomes.

when they change the “nuance” or “tone” of the word or sentence, it really sounds diff and also makes so much diff.
i had so much difficulties over so many things. and i am kinda used to it, and also at the same time, i am tired of it.
“word” can be leathal. you should know that.

“五月病”

ok back in japan for one week now, i still have the feelin that i am on the holiday.

first monday i was back here, i had to work till 11 since i skipped 4 workin day….was really tough.
then tues also work till 9, came home also had to do some stuff, couldn sleep much.

wed, sharon’s friend came down from singapore, so we went for dinner and then had champagne at sharons house until 1 plus am.
thurs also went out with them for dinner at shibuya.
then friday, work then had meetin after work with company, then manager asked me go drink with him and others, so i went. then went clubbin, first time in japan, with monica and sharon at Ageha in shinkiba over night.
next morning, took first train to Tsukiji fish market to see “tuna seri” which is like tuna auction. then had breakfast there….but i was very tired and also cuz of alcohol and strong fish smell….wasnt feelin well.
then went home sleep for a while, went out again to see 三社祭 “sanja festival” at Asakusa. it was really cool. I miss those traditional japanese festival!!

ok now u see i am havin like holiday life….
dun feel like goin to work tmr, cant concentrate on work, and blur blur blur….

i am havin “may sickness”

updates: melb trip

HARLOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

dunno how long i ve been slackin to update my blog, but yea, i think i should update now

YES, finally i went back to melb to see my friends!
lets juz write rough notes wat i ve done in melb….

day 1(april 29th)
leave my house in jap at 2 30 pm (aus 3 30pm) and head to ariport, flight at 6 30pm head to HK with hot hongkong flight attendat sitting right in front of me with bitch japanese flight attendant, reached HK at 10 30 pm, change flight which goes to Adeleide…..

day 2:
reach Adelaide at 10 am, wait for 1 hr there, then finally flight to melb, reached melb airport at 1 pm.
Sean Z came to pick me up, then went to have lunch with him at rice bar near uni, then i went to KJ’s sisters house since he wasnt at home (cock)…i tried to sleep so hard, in the end failed cuz of RY and HY kept disturbin me.
then had dinner with cocks plus dailoo at usual place, rose garden.
after dinner, went to drink with cmg ppl, and it was nat bday as well, so had to have 151 shots….
then went to twins place and play somemore.
good start to melb trip, 48 hrs never sleep and do loads of stuff, good job.

day 3:
met up with arrow friends for koko black, then dinner also.
after dinner, went to play pool and then went to yuens house to drink with her and jack, later joined by jin and chi.

day 4: yumcha with gav, ps, twins, nick and aero, then dinner at sofia with cmg ppl. after dinner, went to yuens house again for drink.

day 5: hotpot at nat place for dinner.

day 6: dinner with arrow ppl plus wj, ginnie and elodie at korean BBQ.

day 7: lunch with cocks plus lala, then went to buy stuff, then went to yuens house to cook for wei sisters, twins, nat, yh and ps.

day 8: lunch with bec, dailoo, kj, keith, dinner with twins n nick,

day 9: day trip to spa, had nice shiatsu massage

day 10: back from day trip, dinner at lygon, very nice steak and lamb, then home party at nat place.

day 11: lunch with biomed ppl, then dinner at A1, then had all night party at twins place.

day 12: leave to airport at 4 30 after supper.
ok that was really rough notes, but after i came back here, i counted how many ppl i ve met, total 45 ppl!
i really really had enjoyed my trip back to melb, and i was super super happy to see you all again.

i really really miss you all, and with i can go back asap.
and plz come visit me to japan as well!

tama